Thirty!

Today is my 30th birthday. 30… can you believe it?! I definitely can't, I really don't feel 30. Not that 30 is all that old, but it just seems a lot older than I feel. I suppose the reason I feel a lot younger than I am is mostly because I haven't accomplished many of the things that I always thought I would've by now. I'm not married, I don't have kids, I never graduated college, I don't live on my own, etc. I've kind of felt stuck at 19 ever since my accident.

I know that I've done good things with my life that I can add to my last of accomplishments, but I just feel stuck where I am whereas the lives of everyone else I know evolve and progress much faster and in much bigger ways than mine does. My life has certainly turned out differently than I would've ever expected, but it's still a pretty good life. I'm happy, I'm healthy, stay busy, I have great friends and a wonderful family and I have everything I need. There are some things that I would change about my life if I could, but nothing that makes me think I have a rotten life. I'm definitely looking forward to seeing what my 30's have in store for me.